KAU PELIK..

Seriously aku sangat sakit ati.....

sangat!!

tolong bagi aku ruang nak maki hamun carut segala kejap kat sini...

dear "soon-to-be-founded" dogs,

please don't come near me..

and play with my heart..

you are a loser with such stupid game..

coz u aint get anything

and yet, stupidity is an award i should give you

tahniah!


kau bodoh...

dan yang paling penting ye.....

kau pelik.....

semoga kau happy dengan idop bangang kau....

well at least im living my life at ease for sure......

no mask to wear, and nothing to be covered up

i guess you are not more that just a junk.....

thank you...

::pasni aku dah malas nak feeling2... ::

if u want me u gotta be quick.....tak kuasa aku nak terhegeh2....

( yang penting ko memang pelik ye...serius.... ......agak ko memang terencat akal agaknyer kot)

sekian....

Ye itulah tadi ye sesi luahan hati secara pantas dan padat dari Ferdi ....

NEWAY, bebaru nih aku meng-attend launching party butik Celio kat Pavi ...

( *tak saba nak masuk keje)

ada mini fashion show..

model dia....??

Ikhwan!!

Epul ko ingat tak Ikhwan.......dalam Glam tu la!!

maigot!! ikhwan dpn mata ye.....aku terkesima ye

but just dapat tengok cmtu jela...... :(((

dapat la aku tali pinggang percuma....door gift ala2...

RM 268 ye rege belt tuh......tak kuasa aku nak beli kalau tak....

by the way, malas plak aku nak upload pic kat party tuh here.....

sbb berlambak dah kowt aku kene tagged kat facebook nun.....sama je infection dia kalo upload kat sni


NEWAY, aku sangat suke lagu "Little Dreamer" plak....

tatkala aku menyukai sesebuah lagu, pastinya aku akan melihat serta menghayati liriknya..
( ko mampo ayat??)

but ever since aku tau yang Xtina nih join Illuminati gak.....i gotta take caution

sbb kekadang lirik dia cakap pasal setan/ dark entity/ or yang sewaktu dengannya..

tapi for this time, i take the lyric in a positive way

lirik dia best...

nah aku copypaste...( akulah peng-copy paste lagu yang berjaya sejak 3 entry lepas)

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Look at the stars, I will take one down for you
No matter what the distance, I'll see it through
I'll fill you in between the sun and moon
'Til the end I'll be waiting

And whenever in night, the lights go down
I know that you'll go on to shine somehow
And even if you're miles above the clouds
'Til the end, I'll be waiting

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray we'll meet inside my dreams

So long, my little dreamer, I will miss your face
We'll always stay connected through time and space
The journey that we shared but now have to leave
Will live inside of us for eternity, yeah


Look through the dark, there's a compass in the sky
If ever you are lonely and question why
Remember that I'm always by your side
'Til the end, I'll be waiting

And even though we sleep light years apart
A galaxy away is not so far
Because we know the future is our star
'Til the end I'll be waiting

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray we'll meet inside my dreams
If I should go before I wake
I pray our souls will join again

Destiny will be a part of you, babe
I'll feel you in the atmosphere
And nothing will be left to fear

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alang2 korunk tgh baca blog ni kan.....sah2 la korunk tgh online kan??

ha dengar jela lagu dia ni ha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhK9XghVw8g&feature=related

lagu dia sangat menyenangkan hati yang remuk ye......

steady ahhh X-X-X-T-T-T-I-I-I-N-N-N-N-A !!!!!

p/s: pasni sapa phunk with my heart ever again......siyesly aku lempang je tros....!! kalau nak, cakap nak......jangan nak main2 ngan aku ye...babi kau!! ko ingat ko hot?? ko busuk ok.......

p/s 2 : arini ko buat org cenggini, now i curse u....sampai ke tua la ko sangap ye!! *double wink

LIFE IS DEFINITELY BEAUTIFUL, BUT IT AINT EASY

semalam aku balik Melaka through Seremban...

aku beli tiket from Seremban to Melaka pukul 5.35 pm

dalam ati aku cakap, " eleh tulis jer 5.35 pm...ntah2 sampai kol 6 lebih"

guess what?? bas Transnansional tuh sampai Terminal 1 tepat-tepat kol 5.35 ye......tepat ye! tu aku nak emphasise kat sni......tepat 5.35 ye!!

neway, aku balik umah coz ada several things kene setelkan......including tok ngelakkan mak aku bising balik lambat....

mak aku dah order peti ais, dapur, washing mashine, tilam, meja segala bagai!! woohoo!!

alhamdulillah aku dah dapat umah sewa kat area2 kampus aku dulu.....

dekat ngan LRT, so nak g keje pon senang........dekat jugak ngan UPM, so nak g kelas pon senang ( kalo dapat sambung arr...*plan jangka panjang)

and alhamdulillah aku dapat keje baru!!

aku sempat keje kat tempat tuh dalam 2 bulan jer......pastu dah....berenti

sebab berenti??

aku dah tak larat......bosan ye tempat tu! serius.....

time keje ko tak bley duduk.........duduk kene marah....shift 8 jam.....so 8 jam ko tak leh duduk....ko HADO?? NON-HADO ye.....kalo shift full 10am-10pm?? ko tak menganga??

time keje tak bley jalan2......kene berdiri statik cam yang kat depan Istana Negara tuh...penah lalu tak depan Istana Negara tuh?....ada abang2 yang dok jaga pintu masuk siap takleh gerak segala bagai ( *ko datang kat dia ko kiss dia sket.....pastu lari..!)

again....kalo keje shift 8 jam, 8 jam ko kene behave.......ko HADO?? NON-HADO ye para pembaca sekalian......kalo full 10am-10pm??

yang kelakarnyer kan.....time keje takleh berborak ngan jiran sebelah nih......tapi aku pedulik apa.....aku bantai gak merayap2 chit chat segala......ko giler?? bosan ok kalo sumer benda tak boley......sibet!!

again......shift 8 jam, ko kene feeling2 cam berada di perpustakaan......kalo full 10am-10pm??

NON HADOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

lama2 aku naik bosan....naik muak and nak muntah siap2......

aku tak boley la......i mean, aku tak selesa kalo dikenekan perintah berkurung yang sedemikian rupa......rasa tak bebas, kurang keyakinan, low self -esteem....wah! boley tetiber??

so disebabkan tak tahan dan bosan melampau......i have to say BABAI la kepada departmen store yang menang award retailer terbaik bla bla bla tu ye.....

that is just one of 3 reasons kenapa aku berenti......yang lagi dua tuh mcm panjang la plak kan citer dia....malas la nak taip.....kalo nak tau, sila tanya saya...*wink

sejurus selepas aku berenti keje....aku jadik cuak seketika......sbb takde mata pencarian....

so aku gigihkan diri mencarik kerja, aku masuk je memaner butik, outlet segala bagai, tanya ada vacancy ke tak....

so nak dipendekkan citer ( *and mengurangkan penat jari menaip)......walla!! aku start keje senin nih......kat Pavi jgk....kali ni nak try butik plak la....since aku sebenarnya lebih attracted to fashion rather than skincare.....

Praised be to God, aku now dah dapat umah, sbb before this aku takde umah ye.......status aku adalah "bujang dan tidak berumah" for the past 3-4 weeks.....aku jadik giler ye....thank God ada Syaer....tumpang umah dia kat Shah Alam and dia sangat bermurah hati hantar aku g stesen komuter ari2.....

and Praised be to Him, keje pon dah dapat.........i mean, takdela aku dok menganga je kan.....dapatla nanti akhir bulan aku bayar balik kat mak aku ...slow2.....

YOU KNOW.....LIFE AINT EASY......SO BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE....

and by the way.......

kalo sesaper yang ada follow blog aku before this, aku ada list-kan resolusi 2010 aku...
( http://www.ferralnic.blogspot.com/2009/12/apakah-resolusi-anda.html)

aku from that, target number 9 telah tercapai!! yeaaaa

tak lupa juga nombor 1 dan 2.....

(nombor 5 telah hancur binasa ye)

serta nombor 10......( aritu baru je makan corn syrup ngan Syaer * corn is genetically modified ye FYI )

so until now, seeya again later k!!

im out......and about

Love,

Ferdi.

All I need to know is why??

Why don't you love me?
Tell me, baby, why don't you love me
When I make me so damn easy to love?
And why don't you need me?

Tell me, baby, why don't you need me
When I make me so damn easy to need?

I got beauty, I got class
I got style, and I got ass
And you don't even care to care
I even put money in the bank account
Don't have to ask no one to help me out
You don't even notice that



I got beauty, I got heart
Keep my head in them books, I'm sharp
But you don't care to know I'm smart

I got moves in your bedroom
Keep you happy with the nasty things I do
But you don't seem to be in tune



There's nothing not to love about me
No, no, there's nothing not to love about me I'm lovely
There's nothing not to need about me
No, no, there's nothing not to need about me

Maybe you're just not the one
Or maybe you're just plain....... DUMB

Mari berfeeling2.....

Berkecamuk......remuk redam.....payah nak explain.....plus mood tak brapa baik....copy paste lagu je la....hope it explains even just a gist of it...

If I beg and if I cry

Would it change the sky tonight?

Would it give me sunlight?

Should I wait for you to call?

Is there any hope at all?

Are you drifting by?

When I think about it

I know that I was never there............ or even cared

The more I think about it

The less that I was able to share with you

I try to reach you I can almost feel you

You're nearly here

And then............... you disappear