Sometimes in life we are being too focus upon something which is not very important, and we keep forgetting those that are more sweet and yet, more adorable
life is not all about judging people and being jugded, it's about the decision that you make, in which it may turn out to be good....or evil
things that you might had made last time, years ago, may had brought you here......and so does with those you are doing now...it might get you a better future,or vice versa
talking about future......unless if you are a fortune teller,or a tarot card reader....u might have know what you are facing...and what's the consequences....
but nehh!! you are not.......so am i...
so what we gonna do now is to plan ourselves.......
life is not all about judging people and being jugded, it's about the decision that you make, in which it may turn out to be good....or evil
things that you might had made last time, years ago, may had brought you here......and so does with those you are doing now...it might get you a better future,or vice versa
talking about future......unless if you are a fortune teller,or a tarot card reader....u might have know what you are facing...and what's the consequences....
but nehh!! you are not.......so am i...
so what we gonna do now is to plan ourselves.......
"sit alone and think....what are the things that you have done and the things that you wish to do......and try to do what you have wished as many as possible...so that when you die, you die happily", -Ooi Ming Lai ( 2010)
a lecture with Dr Lai last Tuesday really made me think..rethink....and re-rethink...
life is beautiful, and yet it aint easy
For the past a decade, i had been too "flow-oriented"....
i just let things flow by ithemselves.....and i flowed with them..
i didnt explore myself that much......i didnt explore the nature,the universe,the cycle..and everything, perhaps
until like a year ago then only i get to know life better....
itu pon after all the hard and "unwilling-things-that-i-wish-i-could-escape" had happen to me....
they say " experience is the best teacher".....and those who never fail, they have chosen the wrong path
i failed quite a lot.....and yet im sill breathing...( as if!!)
i used to be like " loneliness up ahead,emptyness behind....where do i go"
try reading motivational books like "Chicken Soup For the Soul".......i used to read it and people ask " eh basit ko nak belajar masak sup ayam ke?"
yeah it looks like a recipe book thou....but dont judge the book by its cover ya!!! :)
yes we are student.....im a student too.....everybody is a student in fact.....because we are learning
it's not like " ok im a science student....i should only read those books about science......aboout DNA....owh i wanna read books about cloning after this...the others are not important"
to me, the more field you are involving, the better.....coz it makes u unique
try reading something else...or watching something else.......
i dunno why some people feel weird when i told them i like watching "Discovery Channel", "National Geographic", and "History channel"......those channels are interesting u know....
or try watching " Travel & Living"....( i love Chef at Home instead)......
and of kos i do like those Channel V, MTV and E!........cos my Gaga's there.....(joke2!!)
and honestly i hate those "shallow minded" creatures that are incapable of getting into life to the max and yet, they keep judging people biasly according to their understanding....u got what i mean??
try exploring things la all of you!! and you will find yourselves.....
u think men cannot do women works?? women cannot do men works??
u think men cannot cook?
men cannot dance?
men can't go to spa?
women cannot play futsal?
women cannot ba a mechanic?
life is beautiful, and yet it aint easy
For the past a decade, i had been too "flow-oriented"....
i just let things flow by ithemselves.....and i flowed with them..
i didnt explore myself that much......i didnt explore the nature,the universe,the cycle..and everything, perhaps
until like a year ago then only i get to know life better....
itu pon after all the hard and "unwilling-things-that-i-wish-i-could-escape" had happen to me....
they say " experience is the best teacher".....and those who never fail, they have chosen the wrong path
i failed quite a lot.....and yet im sill breathing...( as if!!)
i used to be like " loneliness up ahead,emptyness behind....where do i go"
try reading motivational books like "Chicken Soup For the Soul".......i used to read it and people ask " eh basit ko nak belajar masak sup ayam ke?"
yeah it looks like a recipe book thou....but dont judge the book by its cover ya!!! :)
yes we are student.....im a student too.....everybody is a student in fact.....because we are learning
it's not like " ok im a science student....i should only read those books about science......aboout DNA....owh i wanna read books about cloning after this...the others are not important"
to me, the more field you are involving, the better.....coz it makes u unique
try reading something else...or watching something else.......
i dunno why some people feel weird when i told them i like watching "Discovery Channel", "National Geographic", and "History channel"......those channels are interesting u know....
or try watching " Travel & Living"....( i love Chef at Home instead)......
and of kos i do like those Channel V, MTV and E!........cos my Gaga's there.....(joke2!!)
and honestly i hate those "shallow minded" creatures that are incapable of getting into life to the max and yet, they keep judging people biasly according to their understanding....u got what i mean??
try exploring things la all of you!! and you will find yourselves.....
u think men cannot do women works?? women cannot do men works??
u think men cannot cook?
men cannot dance?
men can't go to spa?
women cannot play futsal?
women cannot ba a mechanic?
it's about "EXPLORATION"......the more u had, the glamorous u are ( uhu)
just like making nasik goreng......those people will only had their nasik goreng with nasik,perencah and minyak
but people who explore life better,they will had their garlic,onion,ikan bilis and salt stir together with a bit oil...together with nasik, fishballs,prawns, sotong, sawi and of kos...Cukup Rasa from Maggi.....barula sedap and puas hati...so that when u eat, u eat happily...
( this is just a metaphor ok)
( this is just a metaphor ok)
serioulsy i like to cook......and it's been a long time i havent cook.....sbb duit tak masuk lagi.... so takde nafsu nak beli barang mentah lorrr....so malang lorrrrr
ayoooooo im having a verbal diarrhoe a.k.a typing diarrhoe
straight to the point......i just want to list all the things that i have done in my life as well as things i wish i could do
ayoooooo im having a verbal diarrhoe a.k.a typing diarrhoe
straight to the point......i just want to list all the things that i have done in my life as well as things i wish i could do
THINGS I HAVE DONE
1) married twice!! ( tetiber)
hahak......last time my parents' kementerian were having a family day i guess ( i was in kindergarten)....and opening show was "perkahwinan tradisional kaum" something like that la......and i used to marry twice...one was malay tradition...another one was indian tradition....but both not happened at the same time la of kos....hmmmm manela bekas2 isteri aku tu yer....
2) being a saviour towards OKU chicken..
i found one baby chicken in a drain....and her leg was broken....but she didnt cip cip cip......so i took and bela her sampai besar.....her name was Penguin....by the way she walks....
3) i made my parents proud for the very first time :)
when i was in standard 1.....i was so scared to go to school......but yet, i managed to get number one during exam.....beating the other 30 students.....and that was the last time i got number one in class......sampai la aku form 5 aku tak penah dah dapat nombor satu lagi in exam....choii
4) being in an aeroplane!!
i was as early as standard 2 when i first went to Mecca for my Umrah.....that was my first time in aeroplane.....and kat sana first time aku naik unta
5) ending my primary school with joy
i got straight A's for my UPSR and that was my first time i feel like " did i study??"
6) hostel life
being in hostel during secondary school was scary.......and gloomy
7) Accident
yes.....aku digesel lori...tergolek tgh2 jalan....syukur takde steamroller datang lenyek aku dari depan...motor hancur, badan apatah lagi
8) PLKN
finishing my kerahan tenaga was really sucks by the way
9) matriks??
a year in matriculation was so fucking hell.......im stressing here, it's Johore Matriculation College
10) masuk U!!
macam2 berlaku kat UPM ni.......first time aku dance, first time aku "dance", first time aku "play".....first time aku smoke....first time i had something really different and it was great....
1) married twice!! ( tetiber)
hahak......last time my parents' kementerian were having a family day i guess ( i was in kindergarten)....and opening show was "perkahwinan tradisional kaum" something like that la......and i used to marry twice...one was malay tradition...another one was indian tradition....but both not happened at the same time la of kos....hmmmm manela bekas2 isteri aku tu yer....
2) being a saviour towards OKU chicken..
i found one baby chicken in a drain....and her leg was broken....but she didnt cip cip cip......so i took and bela her sampai besar.....her name was Penguin....by the way she walks....
3) i made my parents proud for the very first time :)
when i was in standard 1.....i was so scared to go to school......but yet, i managed to get number one during exam.....beating the other 30 students.....and that was the last time i got number one in class......sampai la aku form 5 aku tak penah dah dapat nombor satu lagi in exam....choii
4) being in an aeroplane!!
i was as early as standard 2 when i first went to Mecca for my Umrah.....that was my first time in aeroplane.....and kat sana first time aku naik unta
5) ending my primary school with joy
i got straight A's for my UPSR and that was my first time i feel like " did i study??"
6) hostel life
being in hostel during secondary school was scary.......and gloomy
7) Accident
yes.....aku digesel lori...tergolek tgh2 jalan....syukur takde steamroller datang lenyek aku dari depan...motor hancur, badan apatah lagi
8) PLKN
finishing my kerahan tenaga was really sucks by the way
9) matriks??
a year in matriculation was so fucking hell.......im stressing here, it's Johore Matriculation College
10) masuk U!!
macam2 berlaku kat UPM ni.......first time aku dance, first time aku "dance", first time aku "play".....first time aku smoke....first time i had something really different and it was great....
cukupla sepuluh.......tak best pon apa yang berlaku dalam idop aku sebelom ni......
now the best part...
THINGS I WISH I COULD DO.....
1) i wish i could go to overseas.....preferably yang got 4 seasons one......huhu....i really2 wanna touch real snow.....snow yang jatuh dari langit....kalo yang kat Genting tu takmu...( demand gler)
2) going to Europe or New York ( looks the same with the first point just now)
3) being on a hot air ballon!!
4) scuba diving
5) sitting on the peak of mountain....seing sunset
6) appear on tv.....macam maner??aku pon nda tau bha......huhu.....i used to dream of being a newsreader....hoho.....tapi tu dulu....
7) write a novel......
8) finish my Phd......( will be considered later)
9) be a lecturer??
10) owning a garden......not a typical garden la.....
11) riding a horse
12) skiing
13) nak bukak kafe.....a Bistro maybe
14) attending Gucci fashion show ( matila.. main cakap jer)
15) wearing Gucci from head to toe......cap,shades, furjacket,gloves,belt,bag,jeans,shoes........gila ahh....but insyaAllah aku kumpul duit kelak....kalo bab2 ni aku gigih sket
16) be on a cruise across the ocean!! and make love on the cruise...ahhh so sweet....( hak tuih)
17) underwater photoshoot
18) meet my Gaga live ( yang ni silap2 sampai mati pon takkan dapat)
19) teringin nak jadik Tukang Masak Istana......tak abis2 kan aku!!! siyes....i wanna serve for the King....plizzzzz
20) ok yang ni proper sket....kalo ada masa one day teringin nak attend a culinary art class....dah expert nanti leh bukak bistro katanya...
21) hugging a doe!! so cute!!!
22) eating caviar...the real one
23) being stalked by paparazzi!! ( actually skunk ni pon ada jer.....tapi paparazzi versi puaka la of kos)
24) be on a bullet train in Japan ( thanks Jeya!!)
25) give both my parents a five star treatment....( really wish this).......and then my frenz....
26) saya takut jarum.....but one day i will inject something on my face.....i will
27) can i meet Marc Jacobs??........im begging u......... :p
28) i dont mind donating my organ to somebody else.....so i will
29) creating my own song dengan lirik siap2......mcm maner ler bunyiknyer nanti.....tajuknya Rara Ulala......cam ciplak jer?? :)
30) last but not least ( ada lagi..tapi cukup la 30 je)........i am going to be a perfect gold digger.....yes i will.....so be careful!!!
tu dia.......sampai 30 sekaligus kan.....very the tamak k.......but it's ok what...just a list kan....kalo dah dapat buat just tick la......i will copy the list in the form of a hard copy and keep it......hope it's being ticked from time to time....but of kos it gonna take years right?.....fun what.....u pon buat la.....hahak
1) i wish i could go to overseas.....preferably yang got 4 seasons one......huhu....i really2 wanna touch real snow.....snow yang jatuh dari langit....kalo yang kat Genting tu takmu...( demand gler)
2) going to Europe or New York ( looks the same with the first point just now)
3) being on a hot air ballon!!
4) scuba diving
5) sitting on the peak of mountain....seing sunset
6) appear on tv.....macam maner??aku pon nda tau bha......huhu.....i used to dream of being a newsreader....hoho.....tapi tu dulu....
7) write a novel......
8) finish my Phd......( will be considered later)
9) be a lecturer??
10) owning a garden......not a typical garden la.....
11) riding a horse
12) skiing
13) nak bukak kafe.....a Bistro maybe
14) attending Gucci fashion show ( matila.. main cakap jer)
15) wearing Gucci from head to toe......cap,shades, furjacket,gloves,belt,bag,jeans,shoes........gila ahh....but insyaAllah aku kumpul duit kelak....kalo bab2 ni aku gigih sket
16) be on a cruise across the ocean!! and make love on the cruise...ahhh so sweet....( hak tuih)
17) underwater photoshoot
18) meet my Gaga live ( yang ni silap2 sampai mati pon takkan dapat)
19) teringin nak jadik Tukang Masak Istana......tak abis2 kan aku!!! siyes....i wanna serve for the King....plizzzzz
20) ok yang ni proper sket....kalo ada masa one day teringin nak attend a culinary art class....dah expert nanti leh bukak bistro katanya...
21) hugging a doe!! so cute!!!
22) eating caviar...the real one
23) being stalked by paparazzi!! ( actually skunk ni pon ada jer.....tapi paparazzi versi puaka la of kos)
24) be on a bullet train in Japan ( thanks Jeya!!)
25) give both my parents a five star treatment....( really wish this).......and then my frenz....
26) saya takut jarum.....but one day i will inject something on my face.....i will
27) can i meet Marc Jacobs??........im begging u......... :p
28) i dont mind donating my organ to somebody else.....so i will
29) creating my own song dengan lirik siap2......mcm maner ler bunyiknyer nanti.....tajuknya Rara Ulala......cam ciplak jer?? :)
30) last but not least ( ada lagi..tapi cukup la 30 je)........i am going to be a perfect gold digger.....yes i will.....so be careful!!!
tu dia.......sampai 30 sekaligus kan.....very the tamak k.......but it's ok what...just a list kan....kalo dah dapat buat just tick la......i will copy the list in the form of a hard copy and keep it......hope it's being ticked from time to time....but of kos it gonna take years right?.....fun what.....u pon buat la.....hahak
gila arh ko nyer wishlist!
ReplyDeleteaku paling tak tahan yang number 26 tuh.
Inject something inside ur face. Kahkah
kat uolzz pnyer wishlist, aku suke no30..
ReplyDeleteLET'S CARIK SUGAR DADDY..!!!!!!!
hahahaha....